Is there anyone I can tell my thoughts, my views, and my opinions on life without being told 'I'm viewing the glass half empty'.
I want someone who will listen to me, and not tell me my ideas are a load of BS. I don't care if they agree with me or not, but I don't want them telling me that.
I'm having a very bad day. And I just needed someone to spill my thoughts too.To have a real conversation with. I don't think my thoughts are depressing, it's just how I view things. So I tried to talk to my best friend. I just needed someone to listen to me for once.
She replied 'ugh whatever'.
I felt like crying. Just these thoughts that nothing I do is correct or good enough came back. And her reaction reminded me that I really am different. Apparently I'm just a mess up. My thoughts aren't worth listening to, cause they're not like everyone else. I'm not worth listening to.
I love other people's thoughts. They're are so interesting. I can listen to my friend tell me what she thinks about the school system or politics or anything for so long. It fascinates me. My friends, people at school, the people who work at Super Cuts, all their thoughts tend be unique, I love it. But why are my ideas so wrong? Why can't I just speak my mind? But no one is reading this. And I know it. No one listens to me in the real world, and no one listens to me here. So why am I writing this? Because I need to.
I need to be heard. Even if I never will be.
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